soft light at the start of day
cold and gray, vapor strewn,
it dawned timid and reluctant,
falling light landing lightly
on the variegated cityscape.
– 12/7/09 – 5
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Foghorn Leghorn
dissociative phrases slip in and out
foggy dew, fog lifted, foghorn, leghorn. ;)
creative buzz,
cackling energy welling
glad to be free.
free of the fog. there it is again,
chase the pent up rush.
ideas in a fuss,
hear the thrush! now focus. crisp.
clear, feel the clarity, contrasty,
images, razor sharp, like a knife.
now soft, fluid like water.
oh bother. chase the convolution
harry it like a cat and his mouse
or a bird and his prey
wait. where was i again?
– 12/3/09 – 1
Tonyia
my little girl,
i loved you so much.
i had such hopes,
sweet dreams of holding you,
playing with you,
watching you grow.
i felt you grow inside.
God had taken part of me,
and fashioned something precious,
something lovely,
exquisitely beautiful,
embodied of hope and love
but i lost you.
you were my little girl,
not to hold, never to see
unable to watch you stretch
your arms for the first time,
never to see you experience
this wide wide world.
you were taken too early,
a life, my life,
so short, so tenuous.
my stolen child,
my heart broke for loss.
when you were taken,
part of me was taken too.
–
This poem was written for my Aunt Barbara, who lost her first little girl (Tonyia) two days after she was born.
Indescribable
I desire to express an invocation
an elocution most profound
But my words escape me
The ephemeral nature of my heart
cannot grasp the discarnate theme
ethereal, mystical, divine
Cry out, Cry out, inarticulate tongue
insensate instrument of mans desiring
Let the heart give forth praise
indescribable
Unflinching
I have callously abused my Savior
I have used him, taken advantage
Without shame I have sullied His gift.
I grieve, but not overmuch,
I regret, but not egregiously,
And my shame remains
Too distant, too small
Too little, too late.
It all makes me feel
Unworthy, undeserved
Of His unflinching willingness
To love me even yet.
Concert
It smells of beer and suntan lotion
Not too thick, and the press of people
Strangers brushing up against you
Attentions paying more heed to the man on stage
He sings of love and heart break
Joking with the crowd
A distant intimacy shared briefly
Among complete strangers.
Little Girl Lost
it is difficult to express in words
or even attempt to capture the loss
of love stolen before fruition
of a little girl lost before her time
Selfish Pain
i found myself thinking today
perhaps i finally understand
how sin hurts. maybe this time
i wont forget, letting go of reason,
taking a plunge and giving up,
wasting love and precious blood
on selfish pain.
Death, O Fallen Angel (Death Be Not Proud revisited)
Oh Death! Thou vaunted fool, proud son of sin’s defiling,
Oft thought of as potent, supreme, and unyielding
How hast thou fallen, been debased and made servile
Those who feared thy touch, who you thought to defile
Will not be brought low, nor in dark oblivion sleep.
For thy touch, no longer bitter, is so very sweet,
And though the greatest men slip the bounds of earth
To rest because of thee, yet you are bound by birth
And the life of one man, whom you could not contain.
And you do even choose the time and station in vain,
Being subject to the beck and call of every beggarly
Thief, proud king, and common chance. In the company
Of disease and contagion, you pass your time, for you
Have no better association. Thy touch is soft in lieu
Of pain, as once it was, now dulled and sweetened till
The passage of this life, with opiate and dream will
Slip peacefully into eternal bliss. O Death, where now
Is thy vaunted pride. Gone, and no longer can’st thou
Escape thine own touch. O Death, even thou wilt die,
Eternal death for you awaits, when we see Him in the sky
This poem was written in response Trash Talking Death, a post written by Joy.
Time
Look East to the sunrise, into the nascent glowing
And westward the sunset, to anticipate the gloaming
Sunrise, sunset, the marking of the days
Time rides on a ball of fire and marches on its rays
The Proposal
Thus falls the evening dust
To sparkle in the starlight
Enchantment fills the very air
Bound up in every dendrite
Excitement racing through my flesh
An arcane type of passion
Deep within my soul is felt
In mystifying fashion
Abundant strands like silken thread
Reflect the ghostly gloaming
And fall like water down her back
Dark as ink and soft as downing
Probing eyes look out at me
Beneath the thick black lashes
The gaze a gently pressing force
Felt on my racing senses
Into the limpid pools I fell
Such soft and dulcet beauty!
With her forever I could dwell
In this enchanted story
Reaching forth to touch her hand
I make my proposition
And as I kiss her finger tips
She whispers her assention
Tranquility
Soft with dew and damp
Myst floats placid on the lake
Shrouding aging trees
Praises for the Harvest
The song like breath it dances
It dances in the evening
Cross golden grain its waving
Deft fingers they are strumming
Strumming the harvest grain
The golden grain is waving
In the breeze it’s waiving
And workers lift their voices
Lift voices while they harvest
The golden harvest grain
Their harvest tools are flashing
Flashing in the brilliance
And while their tools are flashing
You can hear the rhythm
Rhythm and verse ascending
Ascending with emotion
Heart felt emotion pouring
As you hear them singing
With joy you hear them singing
Amidst the harvest grain
With song they are rejoicing
With song they set to praising
Praising the God of glory
A Holy God of Glory
Who makes the harvest grain
An Evening Prayer
Peaceful dreams and thoughtful streams of lilting water pure
Drifting oer the soft green moor in sweetest songs of yore
Wishing best and healing rest to thee of friendship fast
To wake the day with voices gay upon the green green grass
Mistress Winter
The winter comes in soft white dresses
To clothe the world in frigid tresses
She tempts us with her snowy kisses
And wraps us up in sweet caresses
His Loving Hands
Sing amongst the balmy breezes and wish the waters well
Tell a brightly colored blue jay flying over grassy dell
That all the world is held so gently in His loving hands
And peace will reign all and forever in His mighty lands
Fall Season Color
I see a scene of fall season color
It glows with a vibrant green and amber
The scene awakes within a beating breast
The glorious beauty of Autumn’s best
Day Star
What is this living light I see
That shines so brightly within me
It is the one who has through strife
The risen Day Star given life
Merry Go Spin
Round and round the merry go spin
Laughing and playing waiting for when
The sun sets in yonder tree laden wood
And darkness descends like a red velvet hood
Dancing Melodies
Two melodies drifting on quiet airs
Gentle meanderings of kindred sound
At once quick and soft with dulcet beauty
The wanderings of things lost and things found
I sit quietly beneath the dancing notes
And wonder of many strange things above
How came I to this place of holiness
Surrounded by reminders of His love