My first free verse. Feels like I’m cheating. I like it though, and I’m not sure it would have the same effect if put in rhyme. Next thing you know, I’ll be eating my own words…

Winsome Smile

take a deep breath
and smile a winsome smile
for the moon whose silver light
lets fall upon the sylvan world
will watch with patient guard
with angels whose charge
is given thee to keep
the winsome smile
fresh upon your face

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Anxious Hope

Wanting to move, I find myself seized with indecision
Having a desire to respond, yet holding back
I know not what my Lord wills in this situation
And time marches on, heedless

Deep wants, the secret dreams, held close and dear
Grasping the insistent hope, while waiting
For the fog between now and the future to clear
As time marches on, heedless

The silence is His answer, and I am contented
All things in time, the patient virtue tells
With hope and faith my dreams in Him invested
While time marches on, with purpose

I’m at a loss. Can you suggest a title for this verse?

Wanting to move, I find myself siezed with indecision
Having a desire to respond, yet holding back
I know not what my Lord wills in this situation
And time marches on, heedless

Deep wants, the secret dreams, held close and dear
Grasping the insistant hope, while waiting
For the fog between now and the future to clear
As time marches on, heedless

The silence is His answer, and I am contented
All things in time, the patient virtue tells
With hope, and Faith my dreams in Him invested
While time marches on, with purpose

Thoughts and literary criticisms also welcome.

Update: I’ve decided to call it “Anxious Hope”. Thanks so much to all who suggested titles. They were helpful.

I’m not sure weather to be happy or offended by this article on how fundamental christian groups are working in foreign countries. Apparently we use all sorts of insideous tactics like humnitarian aid, education, and medical help to further our prosylitization program.

There was one quote in particular that gave me pause. I was reminded of the early objections of the Roman Empire against Christianity. The writer of the article said,

What is objectionable in this fundamentalist campaign is not its desire to gain adherents, but in its determination to totally alienate their converts from all their traditions and all ‘non-believers’.

During the first few hundred years of the Christian church, Christians were murdered, not because we believed in a different God than anyone else. You see, the Romans allowed for all sorts of diverse pagan deities, but we were murdered because we had the audacity to declare that our God is the only true God. We survived then, prospered even. And we will prosper in Nepal too. I know. I’ve read the ending. We win.

In the past two years, my interests in photography have segregated themselves into two camps. I like the idea of the single and evocative print, but my real interest of late has been in the area of documentary types of photography. To take an idea and develop it through a series or an essay seems to hold more value than the simple ascthetic. It carries a much deeper weight or meaning, or at least the potential for it.

I have resolved to do a few things for 2004. Those resolutions that affect those who visit walljm.com I list here for your speculation:

  • One major photo essay, possibly two.
  • A major redesign of the underlining structure of walljm.com as well as possibly a new visual look.
  • A greater emphaisis on photography and less on the occasional essay or blog post.
  • The implementation of a link log similar to the integrated posting style of Jason Kottke. (note: this is a hint as to the kind of changes you might expect in the underlying structure)

Before I go, This Collection of Photography by C. W. Cushman is astounding and wonderful.